-Good Luck-

:)

[sexylilgreensmurf]

thanks you SO MUCH for the bday comment haha i just re-read it and i am so whinny lol. thnx for caring tho. :) i really appreshiated it.

 as for your entry-GOSH DANG! I cant stand when friends try to pull that crap. I had to break up with my ex cause my friend was so in-love with him. tell her to back off and give you a second to breath, and this means she liked him when you were dating him and cant she find her own guy?? no offence to you friend, i just think its really sh*tty when ppl pull that crap. i hope your depression phase ends soon tho! omg im so sorry your friend died!

idk how to even comment on the last part! dont eat glosettes alone anymore, if ever again!

Sorry, my mistake.

Chad

Ok, wanting to sleep is a sign of depression, and given your mention of the morphine overdose, possibly severe depression. Why do you feel this way?

Chad

Thanx for the comment on my poem babe!

I know alot of people who have been in this situation (not personally though) and in my opinion if i was ever in that position I think i would speak to my friend and say that if hes up 4 it you would like to go a step further than just friendship, and if he rejects you, you can easily go on with the friendship, because he wouldnt know how strong your feelings really are, and it doesnt complicate things in the long run.

Just my opinion! But good luck, and enjoy your week

and never forget to throw a smile on before getting outa bed in the morning! (my new philosophy on having a happy life LOL - i try ok!!)

:-P

hello again :)

ive made this exact same choice in the past too. you're right - it hurts, but i didnt want to chance loosing him forever either. i think i made the right choice too. well done, its such a toughy!

xxxx

That is too deep for me lol, I am just happy to help people

[grand prix]

ok. but me and that guy like been friends for 3 years. we are more than friends.

and we did talk about it if anything happens. you know...

i like your diary by the way.

ok so your saying you have never had sex before?

lol i got the home pregnancy test and there is nothing.

and am only 17 like am jst having some fun. and am not sleeping around he's the only guy i have ever been with like that you know what i mean.

using Protaction! haha

[xxPinkxLovexx]

Here you go *hands cookies*

Maybe it'll make you feel better? =]

tried some WEE        D

lol.

have you before?

Definitely leaving people...you get used to it and ultimately doesn't hurt you at all. Also, when you come back everybody welcomes you!

thankz for ur comment.. but i am sure u must know that its realy hard to end it once u get into a relation... well lets just see wat happens to mine......

-confused30gal---

RYN: You're probably right but would you do that to your friend? Better yet? would you like it if your friend did it to you?

1. Harder work
2. Adventure sports
3. Photography
4. D'xing
   

Changes are always scary, whether it be a broken relationship, new relationship or new environment. You probably know that already though. Moving will not change your problems, nor will they go away, they do follow you, inevitably. Until you deal with them and put them where they belong, they will still and always be there. Maybe you should try talking to someone. Hope things get better for you.

Chad

well god really loves and maybe u will find someone way better and meant only for u in ur new place......

hope everything sorts out well for u ... just have faith in god and he will surely help u out....and will show u the right way and path.....

----confused30gal-------

love...something so simply, yet something that can destory your heart.
i just wanted to thank you for the comment. life is kicking me in the ass a bit. but im still living. and still work my way througth this. at least for most of the time.

Typical is a stereotype, a label. I don't do either. You need to find a way to let go of him in either case. Talk to you soon.

Chad

Self sacrifice to a degree, Sometimes you have to give 100%, or 80, or 60, and then sometimes the other person has to sacrifice. Relationships are rarely 50/50 but neither person should be expected to give 100% all of the time. Relationships are about, among other things that are or should be obvious, mutual respect, consideration, concern for the other's health and wellbeing, the greatest of these things is above all, love for each other. If in your last paragraph, you're saying that the he is cheating on you and no forgiveness is possible, and/or the cheating won't stop, cut him loose. One of the points about relationships is mutual happiness. One person's happiness cannot and should not be sacrificed for the other's I hope this helped. Take care.

Chad

Allie,

You're very welcome, take care of yourself.

Chad

Well written poem. I'm sorry about your friend and what you also had to go through.

Chad

ouch that is pretty harsh of him to do. I know what you mean though, i always pick the wrong ones too. Its good that you let the one you were on and off with go, because you would have just continued to sabotage yourself. Where are all the good ones these days right?

take care!

Tiffany

Gezzus I dont know what to say.

*hugs*

Stay Strong

xx Melody

Cheating would, in my opinion, not be the best option, so just make sure you stay a nice distance from that. If you go see him this weekend, make sure that you state clearly that you're not looking for a relationship like that. He will either decide to break it off with the other girl, or not. But don't let him say, "Well, why not just be friends then?" That just leads to other things. It's different if he doesn't say it. If you still see him by chance from time to time or whatever, it's fine to be civil and friendly.

But really, think about it. Even if he does choose you over her, who's to say that he won't just dump you the same way for the next girl that comes along?

Hope this helps.

[TheRealAlice]

i am going through the same thing i dream of me and him being together but its too good to be true i have cried because of it. it know what its like.  we can get through this together.

love, Selena

Im sorry to hear your sad. I hope things pick up for you. Love, Alice

=(

Im sorry...I know exactly how you feel. I cant be with the guy that I love cause my parents hate him...and now Im just in this emotional love triangle that I dont even know how I got into!!! I wish I had more advice for you...Alll I can say is that I hope you find everything you are looking for...and once you find it...hold on to it like you arent strapped in on a rollercoaster!!! (sorry about the metaphor...didnt really know what to say...I just feel your pain)

i know what you mean about missing someone before you have even left. i use to feel what you describes everytime i left my boyfriend to go home. Good thing is that now i live with him  but ill never forget the way love really touched me in those days leading up to goodbye, the empty feeling, the way i wanted to touch him every second, the way i missed him so much, the way my heart was cracking- and all of this before i had even left.

xx Melody

thanks for the note....i am close to just sending a text to the number, either a "hey" or just a flat out "whos this".  not that i really expect a response...will see.  im trying to hold back.

i like your list.  good luck with them! 

Why do you think your going to die? I mean, anyone could die at any time....that's true.....but are you ill?

I'm sure you'll be able to cover those things this year if you put your mind to it. More power to you. Love, Alice

Heyyy.. This story is crazy.. And it freaked me out even more because everything you explained.. Happened to me..

My name is also Josh lol.. Freaky sh*t..

So my advice to you is to never give!

You two are meant to be together.. And when it's meant to be it'll happen!

xx

Everybody always complains about my attitude! We were busy, i thought I transferred the call to the relevant dept. I didn't even know who called, i wouldn't be spitedul to someone I don't know. how do they steal myparcel and I end up paying for it? How does that work? nyway, those are not my names, it's all the people involved in my entry, so they can stay there, I rally don't care about them

I take it you were in love with someone, who you thought had eyes only for you and you found out they had another relationship with someone else at the same timw? WElcome to my club. They are not who you thought they were, therefore, in as much as you were in love, they were not! They lied! Pick up the pieces of your broken heart and move on, steadily but surely.

Good luck

Yep- Been there, done that.  Right now, in fact, at midnite and change on a Friday night, I am sitting here waiting for the cell phone to ring with the voice of an old friend I let know that I was in the area where she now lives. 

Whoever said "silence is golden" never waited for a friggin' phone to ring...

Wishbone

thanx about the name..no its not short for anything.

i absolutely agree with you abot the past is the past...just leave it behind you and dont look back
               

                                                    *~Drea Ann Mason~*